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Who else gets really shaky and nauseous when they think about something too much...? One time, when I was standing up to a bully, I did. One time, when I got jealous, I did. And right now, I keep feeling that way... Ugh. I wish I could just puke. I haven't been able to eat much... And fuuuuuck... Whenever I walk out of the school building, the sunlight makes me really dizzy. XD I'm like a freakin' vampire. But vampires are hot, so... :P
I've had an awful time! (Sigh) It seems that I can draw male reproductive organs in health class better than most of my art. ^^; We played a game, too, where we had to get in a circle, cross our arms, and untangle ourselves... I hated it. I don't like getting really crowded, especially with guys. One guy's arm kept rubbing the bottom of my breast! T_T Oh well... I'm sure he didn't mean to. :) At lunch, my friend skipped class and sat next to me. Aaaaah!!! He's such a messy eater!!! >.< I had to get up and get him some napkins.  He was practically like a child! And all he was eating for lunch was tortilla chips and nacho cheese, so I gave him some of my food. I felt like a mom. :giggle: I hope I'm a good mother someday. :heart: And... In 6th period, my friends are still shipping me with my friend, Scott! :'( So annoying! Anyway, I hope everyone is well and I wish you all the best! :D :heart:
Anybody wanna talk using notes? I'm not feeling well...
She wants herself gone so badly.
I don't know how to save her.
The person inside says destroy and hide,
But isn't she really just wanting to thrive?

Keeping secrets,
Holding hands with,
The lightest part,
Of this disgusting heart.

Can't she remember,
The love given to her?
I know, it hurts.
But that love is the only thing we know.

That love is the only thing I know.

Shadows hold me,
Caress me with their embrace.
Chaining me to,
A life that I want to change.

A beautiful heart, they say?
Isn't it ruined?
Did I do it?
I'm already,
Destroying myself.

Why not give the final blow?

"Why bother trying to stay?"
She'll ask. And he'll say,
"I need you."
And he and I will get hurt again.

He'll say he's worthless.
I can't help him.
The other girl inside,
That always floods my eyes,
Won't let me let go...

Who is she?
Where am I?
Why can't I kill her?
So selfish and despised.

I want her gone.
But if she's obliterated,
She'll take me with her.
There's nothing I can do.
I'm useless.

"If we're both gone, we can save everyone,"
She'll say.
And even though I'm scared,
Even though I don't want to leave,
I'll agree.
Why doesn't anyone care about me...? My mom keeps getting more and more abusive... I can't sleep, even though I'm sick, because of her yelling... And the one I love just pushed me away again... Since no one cares, why should I even bother?
I've had an awful time! (Sigh) It seems that I can draw male reproductive organs in health class better than most of my art. ^^; We played a game, too, where we had to get in a circle, cross our arms, and untangle ourselves... I hated it. I don't like getting really crowded, especially with guys. One guy's arm kept rubbing the bottom of my breast! T_T Oh well... I'm sure he didn't mean to. :) At lunch, my friend skipped class and sat next to me. Aaaaah!!! He's such a messy eater!!! >.< I had to get up and get him some napkins.  He was practically like a child! And all he was eating for lunch was tortilla chips and nacho cheese, so I gave him some of my food. I felt like a mom. :giggle: I hope I'm a good mother someday. :heart: And... In 6th period, my friends are still shipping me with my friend, Scott! :'( So annoying! Anyway, I hope everyone is well and I wish you all the best! :D :heart:

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Miranda Huff
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United States
I am a young artist that has big dreams and a love of all things anime. I want to become a writer and a singer, but art is something I do for fun, because I really enjoy it. It makes me happy.
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SlytherinSpudWaifu Featured By Owner 4 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch!
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HowLovelyisThyRose Featured By Owner 4 hours ago  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem! :D
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Luna9885 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
thx for fav X3
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HowLovelyisThyRose Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome 😊
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Luna9885 Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist Artist
thank you sooo much for the watch it means a lot to me!
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HowLovelyisThyRose Featured By Owner 2 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
You're welcome :D
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NekoNoLyria Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you so much for the watch sweetie, it means a lot for me ♥





I want to say that you're beautiful ♥♥
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HowLovelyisThyRose Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Am I really...?
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NekoNoLyria Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Yes of coooourse my dear >w< ♥
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HowLovelyisThyRose Featured By Owner 5 days ago  Hobbyist General Artist
Thank you :)
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